09.may.2025 oh i was mad!! infuriating dream where my parents called some sort of specialist to be condescending to me?? hilarious in retrospect but in the moment i was seething!!!

03.may.2025 was meant to go to this great big party, rememeber arriving and chatting to the birthday girl. then i woke up with three pairs of platform stilettos in my room and having slept through NEW YEARS EVE???? for some reason my flatmates were also sad and agreeing that they'd also overslept, but then when i realised it hadn't actually been nye they all said they were joking and going along with it to be funny? there was also a big new year parade going past our window. idk man.

01.may.25 stress dream where i was auditioning and was doing everything so so last minute! i'd written my own monologue and kept changing it (and eventually made it into a song??) and also had to choreograph a silly little bit of dance (that then turned into a cardio bit i had to show? no idea man). vascuz was also there and devoured, as per usual. i was very proud of him. i rememeber it was meant to be a private audition but we ended up in a huge theatre with mean judges, which was horrifying. there was also a bit of the dream where for some reason i was directing something and people were speaking over me and i had to be assertive, which brings back memories. i think i did alright in the end but i woke up stressed as hell.

29.apr.25-10pm dunno wtf im doing, trying to figure out this code - thank you doqmeat if u see this! playing around with it all to learn a bit more of code, hope thats alright!